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本帖最后由 harbourhu 于 2010-7-19 19:41 编辑
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我微微颔首,面带笑意地接过了小女孩递来的话筒,右手边的Jordi正在认真向女郎学习玩骰子的游戏,而离我们俩有半米间隔的客户早就和小姐紧紧搂在了一块儿,互相敬酒,而那位体格粗壮的保镖左手搭着陪酒姑娘的肩膀,憨憨地看着主人嘿嘿傻笑。包厢里不时传来客户与Jordi阴谋得逞般放肆的大笑。
小女孩揽着我的臂弯要喂西瓜给我吃,我后背只感到突然一阵发热,下意识轻轻地推开了小女孩尚显稚嫩的手,没处安放的左手抑制住喷薄欲出的冲动,也抓住了话筒,十足拘谨的模样和我刚才调侃小女孩的那种从容形成了强烈的反差。自信镇定的表象,因为情势发展超越了我先前的预演想象,在老道的KTV陪酒女孩面前颓然崩溃。视线开始模糊了,口舌开始变得干燥,应对小女孩攻势的声音也因为没有底气而喑哑起来。我倏地感觉到自己心里最后一件自信的伪装,在世故练达的小女孩面前,被轻而易举地剥落。脸颊发烫的我被小女孩看穿了,她相当随性地给了我左脸来了轻吻,我忙低头喝了一大口啤酒,以掩饰自己的尴尬和悸动。
80后的我俨然是要跟小女孩较劲,有意挑了一批怀旧歌曲,刻意要拉开两人的心理距离——张镐哲的《北风》、《路太远》、《再回到从前》和《每次都想呼喊你的名字》,高明骏的《年轻的喝彩》、《忘不了你为我哭的模样》和《话说从头》,马兆俊的《那年我们十九岁》、《我要的不多》,王杰的《亚细亚孤儿》等。
小女孩问:帅哥,你年纪轻轻地怎么尽唱些大叔们的歌?
我本来就是大叔啦。我心虚地看看客户和保镖,放低了声音回答。
小女孩自个儿唱了几首当时最流行的歌,我都记不住名字,不过都认真地为她鼓掌叫好,并为她递上毛巾让她擦手。客户借着带我上洗手间的工夫,问我是不是头一次上这类地方,我点头。他提醒我对陪酒小姐太多礼了,我和她倒像是角色发生了互换,其实没有必要对陪酒小姐过于礼貌,这样显得太拘泥,反而让陪酒小姐觉着生分,适当的时候我可以在她身上揩些油。我连连称是。他暗示我说,喜欢的话可以带回酒店去。我一听,头嗡地就大了。
回到包厢,大伙儿起哄要我唱首外语歌曲,Jordi也跟着瞎闹。我翻着歌本,随手挑了那首能让普天之下有女儿的父亲都会为之动容的乡村歌曲《Butterfly kisses》:
There's two things I know for sure.
She was sent here from heaven,
and she's daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,
She talks to Jesus, and I close my eyes.
And I thank God for all of the joy in my life,
But most of all, for...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"Walk beside the pony daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, daddy, but I sure tried."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong,
I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning,
And butterfly kisses at night.
Sweet sixteen today,
She's looking like her momma, a little more everyday.
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember...
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you daddy, But if you don't mind,
I'm only going to kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done something right.
To deserve her love every morning,
And butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise, and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride room just staring at her,
She asked me what I'm thinking, and I said "I'm not sure,
I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
Then she leaned over....and gave me....
Butterfly kisses, with her mama there
Sticking little flowers all up in her hair
"Walk me down the aisle, daddy, it's just about time"
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, daddy?" - "Daddy, don't cry."
With all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve her love every morning,
And butterfly kisses
I couldn't ask God for more, man, this is what love is
I know I've gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
Every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses...
我寻思着现场应该没人会在意这首歌曲的。出乎我意料的是,陪酒女孩听到最后竟然哭了,她倒伏在沙发扶手上,后背因为不停的小声啜泣而痉挛,此起彼伏地微颤着。我心口觉得像过电似的突然一阵发麻。
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